'The loss of education is the loss of the future itself': Gaza's Youth and Educators on 24 Months Without Education.
'Our plea is for action, not compassion'.
A young student, twelve, Khan Younis
For the past 24 months since I was last inside a learning environment. That long since I listened to the school chime at the institution I attended, sat at my desk and answered questions during my beloved lesson. Occasionally I still clearly recall the auditory and olfactory sensations: powder from the board, wooden scraps, joyful sounds in corridors. But my educational institution is gone; it was bombed not long after the hostilities erupted. My learning materials incinerated, and some of my friends killed.
I was in fifth grade on the seventh of October: the final day I went to school. That morning, alert signals sounded through the halls. Some children cried, others clasped palms firmly. Our teacher tried to calm us, but even her voice trembled. I remember longing for a normal day; teaching, break time, a verse presentation. Instead, that day signaled the conclusion of my former reality.
The war has taken so much. But the hardest loss of all is schooling, because that is the loss of the future itself.
Now I live with my parents, two brothers and female sibling in a crowded shelter in Khan Younis. The shelter coverings move with air currents, keeping neither cold nor heat away. We queue for water and food. Electricity is a dream and privacy doesn’t exist. Aspiration appears brittle.
At darkness, I observe the night lights through the openings of my tent and ponder if my peers see the identical heavens. Some contact me when they are able, saying they miss school and have preserved their former exercise books; like valuables from a bygone era. I feel guilty because I’ve misplaced all of mine.
I once envisioned becoming a teacher to help Gaza’s children learn, even when circumstances were difficult. Now I dream of being a writer – to draft, to talk and to show the world what it represents to be a minor in this region. I want to share our experiences of apprehension and need, but also fortitude. Because even in this place, amid loss and destruction, our expressions persist.
When there’s some internet, I attempt learning online. Other times, I go to a small tent where aid workers teach us mathematics and language. The sessions are brief – the electricity cuts out or the airstrikes begin again but in such times, I sense being. I recollect who I was: the girl who cherished arithmetic and verse, who believed knowledge could alter reality.
Hostilities have stolen countless aspects; our dwellings, educational institutions and kin. I lost my family member, his wife, and their children. I lost my cherished hometown, that southern city, which is only ruins now. But the toughest sacrifice of all is education, because it represents the forfeiture of tomorrow.
To the world, I express this: keep our hopes alive. We seek no sympathy, we want action. Young residents deserve texts, schools and security. Schooling is not optional, it is a essential privilege. This region is not just ruins; it is youth who still dream amid unmanned aircraft at night. It is my story and I will keep drafting, even if all I have left is a broken pencil and a scrap of damaged material.
'Pupils inquire: "Are you alright, educator?"'.
Naglaa Weshah, forty, teacher in central Gaza
I have been instructing in the region for more than a decade. Originally in Khan Younis, then in another location, and presently in al-Bureij camp in the middle of the territory. In pre-conflict times, I typically educated six classes of about fourty pupils per class, almost two hundred forty individuals enthusiastic about knowledge.
Teaching them was my vocation and delight in reality, and I still recollect the twinkle in a pupil's gaze when a new idea clicked; the type of instance every instructor cherishes.
I always believed learning should be dynamic. My classroom was a space of recreation, aesthetics, and movement. We designed geographical illustrations, performed past occurrences, and transformed instruction into narratives.
Laughter always occupied the area as inquisitiveness replaced fear. Certainly, even in earlier times, young residents were always afraid. My classroom was a place of safety but after that day, everything changed.
My learning center became a shelter for relatives running from the bombs. Not long later, it was targeted and totally demolished. There are almost no learning institutions still erect in Gaza now. For this period, everything has been abnormal. The conflict has destroyed every aspect of our reality: safety, homes, learning places, hopes. Apprehension and mourning are perpetual experiences.
A significant number of my learners are now deceased – minors who mentioned aspiring to be physicians, painters, and teachers. They were refused even the privilege of living. Those who are still here live with starvation, eviction and weariness – and nevertheless, they still maintain the desire for education.
Sometimes, when the connectivity permits, I get in touch with a few of them. They write inquiring: “Are you safe, teacher?” We share concise phrases, short lessons, small glimmers of connection amid the disorder. They ask if things will ever go back to normal. I tell them I am uncertain.
All over Gaza, educators, aid workers and organizations try to teach in all available spaces: in shelters, damaged classrooms, or crowded shelters. Learning has become an act of defiance, a way to declare: “We are still here.” And provided that we keep acquiring knowledge, we will endure.
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